Here We Go Go Go Again

And again (And again)...
Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be

Goddamn Bitch I Can Be

How was your weekend? Amazingly enough, I don't give a shit.
Angry when I cancelled on you? Oh..I ruined 'our' weekend plans? Oh-oh did I?
Damn, I feel bad (Fuck no!). Well, you deserved it.

I hope you learn in your self-hating guilt, I wish you well.

Another time another place I'll say it to your face:
"Well, screw you!"
Nak pedas, sila tambah - "..you prick!"

I'm trying to re-define what people think of as a prick in one sentence. A prick is an all around fucktard, dickweed, assrat bastard, that can easily be mistaken for a boner-biting dick-fart fuckface.

This is rude eh. Oops..
Dude, where's your gf?

There's nothing wrong with being me.
There's nothing cheap about loyalty.

Go fuck yourself.

(I'm officially a graduate with a PhD in Bitchinism)

February Wow

I try to be amused.
Wow is the word. Wow is for the February drama.
Friends and family gathers, hearts break, and hope blossoms.

Such a long walk in the dark...
I walked a thousand miles to find one river of peace.
I walked a million more to find what this shit means.
So why you gotta be so fucking mean to me?

Stop.

I'm fixing myself. Upgrading me.
I see a crowd of faceless strangers moving on.
On the beach under the stars, I am the barefoot girl, dancing alone, dressed in sheer cotton.

Smile.

March is for new beginnings.
I am walking...
Let's just see how far I can go, let's just see how far it is.

January Door to 2010

How is your January going so far? So far so good for me, only a little boring today, that's why I hop on quickly here to update few things.

Early this month, Diha + Fiena + me went for a trip to Miri and Brunei. Zura is working in Miri, so she's the one that provided us gracious hospitality. Zura, thank you for welcoming us into your big room. Miri was fun, mmg A+, x sangka akan party2 bagai nak rak kat sana hehe. Food also nice especially nasi lalapan @ Restoran Muara. On the other hand, I found Brunei boring, seriously rasa mcm xnak pegi lagi haha. Ape2 pon, it's nice to think that I've actually been to the place and seen it for myself and no doubt, it was wonderful spending time together with the girls. Moh la kte travel2 lg kwn2, travel broadens the mind, doesn't it?

I'm moving into new house. The movers are scheduled for next week. Just started packing my 2nd box. I was quite amazed at how much stuff I have now. Hate to throw anything away because who knows if I need this or that again. 2010 marked my 4th year in Kuantan and this new house is going to be my 4th Kuantan house. House moving seems like something I make a habit of each year huh? Summing-up, all of the houses are in totally different area, different neighbourhood, therefore different feel. However, rent is getting higher and it's getting far from office (but getting closer to town jeng3) ish ish ish ape nak jadi ni? jadi silent rebel kot~

On another note, I crave for new hairstyle and I'm getting it soon (appointment @2pm)! I love my long hair, but as time went on, I got really tired of it. I'm interested in getting a shorter haircut but not too drastic. I’ll grow it back again, so no worries.

Have a terrific year! Let the good times roll, bring it on, bring it on. Oh, a little peace on Earth might help...just sayin'

Christmas in Singapore

I just got back from 3D2N Singapore trip with my Wengurls bffs and few new friends. We stayed at the Goodwood Park Hotel, a luxury heritage hotel that is very close to all the amenities offered by and on busy Scotts Road.

My legs were really tired - we walked A LOT, especially on the 1st day. Anyhow, despite my limited cash (S$200 only), I had a wonderful shopping experience at some of the popular shopping belts in Singapore, namely Orchard Road and Scotts Road. I don't regret spending any of the money. We also went to Bugis Street, Merlion Park and Clarke Quay.

Nighttime, the streets in Singapore are lighted up and beautifully decorated that holds on to the festive spirit of Singapore Christmas. On the 1st night, we had late evening coffee at a cafe with good atmosphere. The opposite building got a huge LCD screen outside, showing movie trailers, ads, info and stuff, just like a small part of Times Square and Tokyo. Rasa mcm tgk wayang sambil lepak minum.

Byk lagi boleh cerita tapi kemalasan melanda... Well, Singapore is packed with people rushing around preoccupied with their own things (at the MRTs, shopping malls, food courts etc.). And I wanna go there again to do my thing - SHOPPING, definitely!