Power of Time and Karma

My friend from LA, Eric, wrote to me (23rd June 12:20am):
..."If you can overcome the bitter thoughts and truly forgive it will be a positive growth and good Karma experience for you. You will also be released from the negative feelings because you know you didn’t do anything wrong. That would be a good place to live. Now after your forgiveness if he does this again then you can cut the rope knowing you did all you could do. Being disrespected is not acceptable."...

Karma works its magic on her, she looks cheap and fat now (and I hope for all the years of her life). Have I just wished bad Karma for someone else? No! I should not do that. It is up to the other person to control their lives, and to do so in a way that does not hurt others.

I guess I'm still keeping some bitterness. I'm trying, I'm trying...
Allah, purify my heart..

Iftar in Ramadhan

I always look forward celebrating iftar. I have been fortunate (in a sense) to spend the early days of Ramadhan iftar with family and few close friends. Today, part of Wengurls had their iftar together at Spring Garden KLCC. I can imagine they had a great time :D! Sebbek dpt bebuka with Noran + Aleen + Sha last week, kalo x sure aku jeles meles ngn gathering korg nih.

I'm getting used to have my iftar alone too. It's not as bad as it looks. Just food and me alone in front of the tv haha.

This Ramadhan has been distinctly different - can't really explain it in words, but I feel it. I try to purify myself through self-restraint and good deeds. Slowly. To try and keep on trying.

Have a blessed Ramadhan all!

Times Like These

They will always try to annoy me on the phone.
But the fact that they make the effort for the occasional international long distance call is somehow sweet.
Yeahh I miss you guys..Balik la Malaysia oii korang!

P/S - It's 14 years since we left primary school

...And I Love You

You now have a tantrum-throwing girlfriend. I have my reasons.
That night when I cursed and cried,
to my surprise, you didn't walk away.
Instead, you stayed with promises.
We, you and me,
will stay together to keep pushing through the hard times.
That's when I see you've become a better man.

I'm on my way to believing.
Don't let this be nothing more than a maze of lies.
You love me now, will you still love me for the rest of my life?

Every single day I think about how we came all this way.
Um...And I love you...
Just stay.

I am (20-Something) Woman, Hear Me Roar

There is a silent code of conduct, a taboo shared between the majority of women who regarded themselves to have morals and self respect. The taboo that I am referring to, of course, is that a married or otherwise attached male, is off limits. A "NO GO" sign, no matter how enticing or appealing he may appear to be.

Don't be too stupid, too thoughtless, too selfish and too ignorant to keep this golden vow alive amongst us women, you will create your own karma, and I do believe that if you are a poor judge of your own charater, you are ugly on the inside - which can truly be seen on the outside and vice versa. Gain respect. Show respect. Respect for ourselves guides our morals; respect for others guides our manners.

And yes, everyone makes mistakes, and that includes me, you, and the rest of the people on this planet. The kind of mistakes you make define you. If I’m right; I’ll continue the right way and never change it no matter what are the circumstances and pressure. And If I’m wrong; I’ll go back to correct my mistake and never repeat the same.

Albert Einstein once said "Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results". Well, she did it again. This is why I hate Fasha Sandha (and few others) so fucking much. Nak nak pulak baru2 ni dia buat kecoh lagi. Eughh so very the sundal. Oh dan jantan (not lelaki) itu pule si keji Rizal Ashram Ramli. It takes two to tango.