"Do you want the good news or the bad news?"

Whoahh it's hard to believe that 2013 is already half over! Hello July. Hmm so what to tell? What do you want to know? Why am I asking in riddles?

Let's just spit it out.



Just celebrated 1st wedding anniversary last month. We took a second honeymoon at Berjaya Langkawi Resort, de-stressing in such beautiful place with nothing much to do but spend time with one another :) like like like! We look forward for more and more honeymoon getaway.



After a year into the marriage:

• like many women, I put on weight (4-5 kgs) in my first year as wife haha. I'm now around 42-43 kg. Hope I don't look so chubby/fat!
• finally decided that I'm ready for baby (...I think). Hubby is very happy with this as he wants baby since beginning. I'm sorry B you had to wait this long..
• Few weeks ago, I had a very early miscarriage, in the 5th week pregnancy. The pain is more intense than in normal menstruations and it was confirmed by the decrement of hCG levels in my blood.

But I don't know what is this feeling I feel? I didn't cry at all, but I'm not happy also. Is this... a sad relief? I actually feel OK but when people kinda expect me to feel sad, well that's when I feel I'm weird for feeling OK. Err. Get what I mean? Huhu. Doc said it's best to try again after 3 menstrual cycles. Well, let's hope for better luck 2nd time.