...And I Love You

You now have a tantrum-throwing girlfriend. I have my reasons.
That night when I cursed and cried,
to my surprise, you didn't walk away.
Instead, you stayed with promises.
We, you and me,
will stay together to keep pushing through the hard times.
That's when I see you've become a better man.

I'm on my way to believing.
Don't let this be nothing more than a maze of lies.
You love me now, will you still love me for the rest of my life?

Every single day I think about how we came all this way.
Um...And I love you...
Just stay.

I am (20-Something) Woman, Hear Me Roar

There is a silent code of conduct, a taboo shared between the majority of women who regarded themselves to have morals and self respect. The taboo that I am referring to, of course, is that a married or otherwise attached male, is off limits. A "NO GO" sign, no matter how enticing or appealing he may appear to be.

Don't be too stupid, too thoughtless, too selfish and too ignorant to keep this golden vow alive amongst us women, you will create your own karma, and I do believe that if you are a poor judge of your own charater, you are ugly on the inside - which can truly be seen on the outside and vice versa. Gain respect. Show respect. Respect for ourselves guides our morals; respect for others guides our manners.

And yes, everyone makes mistakes, and that includes me, you, and the rest of the people on this planet. The kind of mistakes you make define you. If I’m right; I’ll continue the right way and never change it no matter what are the circumstances and pressure. And If I’m wrong; I’ll go back to correct my mistake and never repeat the same.

Albert Einstein once said "Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results". Well, she did it again. This is why I hate Fasha Sandha (and few others) so fucking much. Nak nak pulak baru2 ni dia buat kecoh lagi. Eughh so very the sundal. Oh dan jantan (not lelaki) itu pule si keji Rizal Ashram Ramli. It takes two to tango.

Gym Buddies

I followed Ken and Jeff to the gym last Saturday. Now the two of them are into diet, fitness, bodybuilding, weight loss, health, supplements, vitamins bla bla bla... Their plan for July is to go to the gym regularly and my plan is to join them once a week, during the weekend to be exact. Ye, saye pemalas bab exercise tapi sebok nak semangat sihat jugak mcm diorg.

I hope I will sustain the same spirit - I tend to quickly lose interest in exercise regimen. Ken is serious on this. He takes dietary GNC supplement. Hmm in my opinion, just about everything in GNC is overpriced. I only take multivitamin, currently yg free punye plak tu. It's pretty much the only thing I will ever take to stay healthy (for now).

From a competitive standpoint, having someone next to you at the gym will make you exercise better, harder, and longer. Mari kite tgk sape yg katang, yeahh! Poyo je nih, memang dok arr (cakak ganu blajo nge set2 mu), because I know he'll always win over me in sports. As for me, I should just win his heart and keep it always like that. Wuu wuu.

We will officially be gym buddies on 2nd of July.

Born to Organize

Yayy! It is so cool when you can colour-coordinate your things. I can't explain the sheer delight from seeing all my decorative pillows in order, nestled cozily by the floor lamp. It's the little things right? Those little details and the discovery of a great "find" that makes me feel good.

I loooove to organize. I just feel that everything has "a home" and I just love to keep my space "together". As if things can "talk" to each other. When things can talk, what do they say? (I feel like I just disclosed something about myself that could be used as justification to admit me to a psych ward)

I had a comfy night. Stay cozy people...Smooches!

Chub Chub

When we get comfortable in relationship, we tend to establish new habits together that aren't always the best for our weight and pocket. Eating can be an expensive habit. And if you're anything like me, then food probably consumes a significant portion of your monthly budget.

I believe couples and friends bond over food, and enjoying it becomes a special ritual in these relationships. For couples, food is very sensual, especially when you take turns tasting it. And it's tough to stick to petite portions when your dining companion downs 500 to 1,500 more calories a day than you do. It's hard to recognize a normal-size serving anymore because I'm always eating with a guy who consumes huge platefuls of food. I don't work out, so the only fix that works for me is to serve myself less - try to eat about 1/3 of what other is eating.

Do you get moody if you don't eat? Well, I do.
Don't make me eat you.